my life now

skrg aq rase aq dah bley lupekan dye . even aq xthu kenape bley jdi mcm ney , but it's okay babe ! (: aq dah xsuke dye ! woohoo . skrg ney hati aq bkn kt sesape lgi . mlas dah lah nk pk psl cintan2 neyh . now i want to focus on my study . tpi bile nk fokus je , ade yg mnghalang . eeeei ! bnci btol lah . buku rujukan byk lgi xbeli tuh . bru mntak 1 . xdpt lgi . kedai neyh xde lah , situ abez lah . mcm2 alasan ! xnk beli suda lah ! i still have my own salary  :P penat ! penat !! rase rase nye aq bley ke xlulus math n science . O MY ! f***ingdamn lah . i want to success ! ('':  

bosan :/

hmm . boring gile dok ruma ney lame2 . :0 rase nk kluar je dri sini . pening kpale otak aq asyik t'perap in this house . uurgh ! tpi gerenti my mom xbgi . well . thu thu je lah . dye xbgi anak dara dye kluar sbb aq kene jage adek aq kt rumah . dah lah skrg ney aq dgn dye je yg tnggal . yg laen sume kluar bt aktiviti mereka . sorang keje lah , ape lah . aduuh ! geram btol !! bkn nk ajak kite skali !!

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heheheh

alamak ! t'lepas lgi nk gi tusyen . (!!) 2 lah ! tido lgi . bese lah . bdn da letih blek dr skola kn of course lah nk rest dlu tpi smpai kol 5:30 bru bngon ape kes . ish3 . dah bnyak kali t'lepas van tusyen :")

milik org laen :(

dye dah ade yg punye lah . so aq dah xbley hadir dlm life dye :( mmg aq akn lupe kan de tp aq xthu bile n smpai bile aq nk tanggung derita ney . bialah dye bahagie ngn org laen ..

when i'm ready

bile aq da sedia , aq akn lupekn dye . --

i'm truly love him :'(

semakin aq pendam perasaan ney , lbey byk derita yg aq dpt . aq xthu nk luah kn mcm mne dpan dye .  :'( klao ade org bgthu dye pon yg aq syg n suke sgt3 kt dye , mzti dye xheran . sbb aq tngok dye xsuke aq pon . mybe dye anggap aq best friend dye je . tpi ...... :'( ya allah . tabahkn lah hati aq ney . wlaopon hati aq mngatekn yg aq sgt3 cintakan dye , tpi aq xmungkin luahkn depan dye . dye xsuke aq pon . biar lah aq simpan perasaan yg xbley hilang ney lame2 , biar lah air mata aq mngalir deras kt pipi aq ney , asalkan dye bahagia dgn org yg dye suke . aq xbley pakse dye . aq xbley nk halang dye . kt tusyen , aq hnye mmpu jdi pemerhati . mmg aq jealous gile tngok bdak pompuan dkt ngn dye , tpi ape aq bley bt ?? aq xmmpu nk bt pape . :'( tpi yg aq plik , mcm mne perasaan ney bley tibe2 ade dkt hati aq ??  ......... , im truly love you , but i know im not perfect for u ...    :"(

saya sayang awak :')

saya sayang awak  but saya tahu perasaan awak kat saya . awak anggap saya kawan je kan !!  ........

fashion (:

:) i love fashion but i'm not so desperate . it's just my style , like you ;)

xbley tido !

da pkol 2:15 minit pagi . mataku msey blom bley dlelap kn . gara2 mmikirkan dye . uurgh ! knape dgn aq ney ?? suda2 la ingat psl dye . hmm . mata , bley ko bley lelap ?? esok aq nk gi tusyen .. eeergh !!

thinking of you

i cant focus to the math paper in tuisyen because i'm always thinking of u , ............. (flying away)

gonna get him

i want him in my life ,, but i know he will never love me ,, like i do ..

doesnt realise :'(

he doesnt realise how much i bear the pain ,
he doesnt realise how much my tears fall ,
he doesnt realise how much i love him ,

and how much i want him to be my love of my life till the day i die ..

L.O.V.E

semoga berbahagia :')

aku akan slalu mndoakn agar kau dgn si dye bhagie :') aq thu aq xsmpurna utk kau . kau xsuke aq , tpi kau sukekn dye . aq xhalang kau sbb aq mmg xd hak pon nk halang kau kaple dgn dye ke , suke dye ke . i2 hak kau :') biarpon kau hepy dgn si dye ,  tpi ... tpi aq ttp syg kt kau . aq pon xthu mcm mne perasaan ney bley ade . yg pnting , aq bbahagie utk kau , wlaopon aq sgt sgt ............  --

bru blek skola (:

penatnye ! panasnye ! huh ! bru blek skola kot . penat gile tp sorak xbt2 pon lgi . juz discuss about the step . uurgh ! blek ruma pulak mum kate mum lupe nk beli mkanan 4 me . aaah ! sedihnye ! :'( then lpaz  uwh aq ckp kt mum aq suh beli chicken chop . klao xnk beli , xnk mkn pape . hahaha . pndai btol merajuk . but my mum tunaikan . dye kate bley mkn chicken chop . dye suh oder kt my sis , ain . huhu . aq ckp kt dye , bli chicken chop sblom 4:30 sbb ty nk tuisyen . kbetulan dye pon kluar lepak ngn kwn2 dye . bese la . org bru lpaz SPM kn . (: uuh ! lgi pon da lame mntak xdpt2 . so happy   (:

skola !

uurgh ! esok da skola . cm mane ney ?? homework xsiap lgi de . nk bt mmg da tahap mlz dah . aduuh . tkot btol lah ckgu mara . but bile nk bt , rase ngantok lak sbb byk salen nota . uuh . gile lah .

malasnye .

aduwh . hari isnin ty da skola , tpi homework xsiap lgi . fuuh . mlz doh ckgu bg keje sebeban nk kene siap kn . plus folio lgi . penat nye . xd mase lah aq nk study cm ney . skrg ney je lah ad mase nk save energy n tenangkn fikiran . klao x , penat kt tuisyen . eergh ! smlm dah la blek kol 10 sbb de exam n tuisyen . penat giler de . susa tol nk manage time .

kim hyung jun

                                                          

                                                    admired him . <3 kim hyung jun . :D

attitude

''wear your attitude'' , is what is IMPORTANT . And if you want to dare to be DIFFERENT , then do it with confidence and attitude !

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huh .

cikgu ney . knape lah bru ckp yg ptandingan memasak dtangguhkn ?? aish . pnat btol lah aq dbuat nye . sian aw bwk bhan byk2 g skola . laen kali ckp lah btol2 . nseb baek lah stat mnggu depan . so i can get prepare ape nk msk wif aleen ~ xmenang pon tape . nseb ~ (:

sukasukihidop;)

never say i cant cook :)

errgh ! esok bermule lah pengembaraan  selame 2 jam nk msak kt skola . peerh . ckgu announce bru pg td , tetibe esok lak stat . aduuh . nseb baek lah wat dlm group . tapi xpe lah . skurang2 nye aq bley mntap kn lgi care memasak aq . huhu . rase nye sok nk wat tomyam ngn aleen ~ aleen , help me tau . hehe .

susah -_-

aduh .. aq ingat kn tdi aq bley jwb sudoku , rupe nye x .. susah sgt dee .. mati la gua , x dpt jwb dgn btol .. hem , but tape .. esok ad petandingan memasak kt skola de , aq nk try msk tomyam wlaopon susah .. xmnang pon tape .. huhu ..  _-_

alone:D

while i'm sitting here , i get chance to blogging alone .xd org bley kcau coz xd sape pon kt rumah ney except my sis . :D mcm ney la best . dpt log in n maen game feveret aq tuh :) then aq dpt kemaskini blog aq . ee , suke nye !dpt gak chat ngn ehem ehem <3 :)

kembori

yes ! akhir nye dpt jugak aq pegi kembori thon ny at taman cahaya , shah alam ! woohoo . i dont want to mess dis chance . thank u my parent !